SENSATION MESH

read the books, hear the songs
see the movies, play the games
the TV show is saying something
i don't know why, just want to be entertained
oh god, it's so good, i want to see it again
the sensation mesh has caught us all
now repeat it all over again

no matter how much money, who they buy
the real world's games of power and intrigue
are incapable of getting in
it's racially stylish, sexy and politically sportive
i can't help but love the songs
a national anthem or a religious prayer
come on, chose a song or i dare you live without one
I DARE YOU LIVE WITHOUT A FUCKING SONG
the sensation mesh has caught us all
repeat it all over again

oh, i'm gonna see the new episode, FUCK YOU!

i was at the internet talking about my favorite stuff
but people kept saying it's never good enough
forever discussing what is best
and never finding it, that's the funniest part
the sensation mesh has us all
it's on the air again

say it, come on, whatever you want
take a look inside, outside, see how it works
they may know it all but how to stop
or why under the surface it feels so hollow
i said to myself "i want to do my own"
craft feelings, show them around
anyone can throw a net and catch a star
don't really want it, don't really have a choice
that's what it made me
want to leave it all behind

must be prepared to leave life behind

HARDERIA

For all the beatings received, Hardened
Recovered to endure the abuse again

Our human condition, Our sentence

For all the beatings received,
Hardened skin, Hardened feelings
Risen to fall again

(Our) Obligatory experience
(Our) Obligatory emotional journey
(Our) Educational pain
(Our) Educational agony

For all the beatings received, Inflicted
Fallen and risen, Experienced

Harderia! Fountain of water from the eyes, Washed through time
Dissolves the heart of stone
Harderia!
The hardery of the hardest feeling to bear
Harderia!
Softens the hardships of life crying
Harderia!
DISSOLVES THESE HARDENED FEELINGS
That turned us into machines and monsters
And know what it is to be human

Perpetual resilience of the invisible fire core
Some healed, Some killed
To born again
Changed

Perfect Mandalas

I got out of my parents house
It was the most beautiful morning
I went for a walk in the park
No way i'm having class today
I just want to wonder

I meet some friends at the park
We smoke a joint on the garden
Their smiles are so joyful
This moment gets stucked in time

The sun light makes the grass golden green
And everything comes clean

And on the green golden grass
We eat candy for lunch
And we laugh and roll
We laugh and roll
It's not dirty, it's colorful
It's not dirty, it's colorful
i see symmetry hidden in chaos
in beautiful puzzles of colors and sizes, shapes and textures, moods and feelings
And nothing goes wrong
Coz we know what wrong is
And we're never really sad
Coz we know what sad is

I could stay here forever
But we all have places to go
So we go!

Take care, bye!

ANIMALS CATALOG

I never wanted to be an artist, but it is the only thing worth.
That and you insisted too much.
A kind of person that doesn't need anything back.
A post life organization where existing and being is atemporal.
Where you take into account the way you look at life.
HIGHLY ADVANCED ANIMALS
Instinctological.
I've done all i wanted but work for pleasure.
It was all i wanted and now i don't want it anymore.
Hunting trouble to make some art.
We could be contracting diseases.
NO ORDINARY LIFE
in this life sentence.

psychological paradox

i'll never ask for when not the time
you can see it in my eyes, it communicates
as you lose control
testing the limits of the endings
where no rules ever apply, reasonless
and still persisting at the illusion
relentless insanity
psychological paradox


can you ever talk like a friend?
stop acting as if it's eternal
this individuality is conflicting
never quits or accepts it
but there is something eternal
are you up for it?
really? tell me why, explain it

FIRST OF ALL

your work is worth
the money you need to eat
give your best at what you do
what do you do?

from nothing, adversity comes
no complaining
build it from scratch
when finished
you will see an illusion

are you tough enough
to take the truth
and keep taking it?



[notebook's reworked mix feb 2009 - updated 2 times]